I Am Just The Frumpy Stay-At-Home Mom
When Feeling Sexy Is No Where In Sight
I was sitting around the fire, just my husband and I last night, drinking wine and talking, and I could not figure out for the life of me why I am not horny. I don’t feel sexy at all. I am tired, worn out and do not feel like a woman anymore. I do not understand where all of this is coming from?
Why Do I Feel Frumpy?
Two years ago God asked me to quit my job and become a homeschooling mommy. I was shocked. I didn’t want to quit my job. I loved being a public school teacher. I loved going to work everyday where I felt like I was making a difference. I got paid to be with kids, which I love. When I left my job I felt broken inside. A part of me had been lost and I didn’t know what to do.
I had my first child 10 days after I turned 19. I am now 34 four years old. I have a 15 year old daughter, a 7 year old daughter and a 4 year old son. I feel like my whole life revolves around them and my husband. I have lost who I really am. It would be so easy to just run away and leave it all behind.